random thoughts and hopeless rants

I don’t like it when people flip-flop, so I try to avoid doing it.  I’m usually able to make a decision and stick with it but I can’t seem to do that with one specific situation.  I know which decision I should choose, but different things keep making me reconsider, remember the pro’s instead of focusing on the con’s (even though I’m starting to realize there are more cons).  I don’t like notfeeling in control of this - it’s frustrating.  I try to make it clear that I’m leaning towards one direction, but I’m misunderstood every time.  People I talk to about it for advice are just as confused by the whole thing. Interesting…  I’m annoyed.